People

Everybody has their own ideal world. Everybody makes their own world: the rule, the people, the standard of life, the things. And sometimes, they won't other people be who themselves if other people have already entered their world. They want other people to follow the rule and to adjust the standard to enter their life.

I'm not saying I am not everybody. Yes, I am everybody. I have my own rule in my world. I also have some standard to make a friend. I have the list of things that I like and dislike.

Again, I'm not saying I am right. This is only an opinion about people nowadays.


They say they don't want to think about other people are saying, but they do. They say they don't want to talk to the people who they don't like, but they do -- and they say it's only because they only want to be polite to those people. They say they are tired of everything, but their expectations make them tired -- and they still expect something unrealistic.

People now are saying many things about b*llsh*t -- me either. Adapting with the surrounding doesn't mean everybody has to be two-faced man, Adapting means everybody have to adjust him/herself to be a person needed in that environment. I'm trying to do so. I'm still trying. It's hard, I know.

Talking about the people that make you sick...... have you ever looked back to yourselves, guys?

According to me... myself... if I got that, firstly I'll look back to myself -- looking back whether I did something wrong or not. Sometimes, I do that unconsciously. Sometimes, I also blame myself -- all is my fault, and people around me start to yell and say, "NO! Stop blaming yourself!".

Here is a note I make for myself -- if you want to know, and it hasn't done yet:

"Maybe, I have to stop blaming myself of all things that is not my fault. I also have to adjust the world that I make, because not everybody will accept that although they don't need to."

Remember, we're now in the process of building ourselves to be citizens, We're going to be in the middle of social life. We need other people, right? How about starting to be grateful of life and calm your mind?

You are 'made' for a reason.

You are here for a reason.

You meet those people for a reason.

Everything happens for a reason.





PS: I haven't found the exact reason why I am here -- besides those mainstream reasons like: to study or to be an educated person. That is your choice to agree with me or not. People are people, they cannot be you, and you cannot be them either.